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I’ve been turning into a monster
Turning into something I don’t want to be
So why don’t you just leave me?
Tell me why you stay here instead of being free

Sometimes I get too depressed
To even just look you in the eye
I’m so afraid that you’ll be disappointed
My ego drives me insane
The way it always has to take control
Doesn’t it know the reason why I’m never sober

Can’t seem to make up my mind
My life has been fruitless as of late
I’m standing on the edge of self destruction
But then when you are around
My mind seems to take on a different state
I know it’s fucked up to use you as my anti-depressant

I’m afraid I’m just a pity friend
And all our times were just pretend
Don’t leave me here
I’m all alone
I can’t hurt you ‘cause you’re my twin
I won’t look back, just let me in
I know it’s scary
I know it’s scary...

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from Tales From The Black Cloud, released August 12, 2016

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